U are the one who I want to talk to.
But I can’t even do tht now.
But no one tht I wnt to commit to.
Relations sucks and turns sour after a bit.
I want phd too, duno in what, but I just do.
Every single in my envnmnt thinks I’m going mental cos of chanting.
Someone who find my sense of humor funny. If I have any.
Some one to fool arnd with
So chanted properly today. And work mate re-enters. Whoopie.
This time only good thing shud happen.
No more hisotry repeatin.
I think c wants sj.
Realised I’m scared to be liked or to like.
I feel wierd.
This deep fear that its always gona be. Me against the world.
At the end of the day, the only person. Ill be left with is me.
Gonna focus on group leader. Now, everything else is worthless.