today.

Today I feel terrible and deep sadness. I feel worthless and waste of space. Can’t not-exist either.
I wish I could just vanish forever so tht I don’t have to feel no pain. It seems to be whether I can win or lose.
Whether I can be happy or sad.
Whether ill be a budha or fall in aviichi hell.
Atm I’m in grey.
I just want to dissappear when I wake up tomoro cos I’m not sure what else do I want??!!.

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