1) good thing that car is here cos I can load everything here
2) 1 day after paying rent, ill be moving out it seems
3) no security
4) hall way chat and connected with s dd. the one person that I hadn’t talked to.
5) got her number
6) because of nov being here, travelodge was easy 🙂 had a beautiful time



Went to meeting. Highlight of the day
Feeling really refreshed!
While in meeting I chanted for each one of us in the room to feel refreshed.
Cos I has read sensei’s ichinen and how hard he worked and was determined everyone will go home refreshed after the meeting

D is doing such a great job


So upset
And worried
D is so pretty
And loveable
Gets good grades (best grades)
Makes friends so easily
Has people doing things for her
She going to s really irritates me
I feel threatened
Even things are wrong she always makes it work
she’s fun
Everything always goes from her plan
She’s a born leader
Her b is so nice
And their relationship is only great
She humiliates everyone and still does nice things for others and has a naivity

Irritates me

Where do I start
Friend needs me looks like this is he answer to my prayer but how do I approach the subject

Feeling useless


Tooo many victories

Good fortune to Support
M dd!!

J d will drop mum 😀 realised his name while chanting so I don’t need to worry about rushing on choose life day
Also m arrogance of not askin wasn’t there

Mum packed all my things 🙂
C an my plan going well so far